Hej! I Want to share my experience Reading this as a 24 year old female 4.
I feel deep relief reading this. I finally see a chance to understand and make peace with who i am. + a sweet opportunity to work towards a healthier version. That i have not really known how. I do feel shameful around feeling so unique. It cant be healthy, ive thought. But maybe i can find a way to admire myself as well as others, for what we are each of us without comparison. I want to embrace myself fully and work to see myself as i know others cant really do that for me. i have amazing and complex art to create in this World. I will work to perceive myself as lucky and realize that self dicipline and owning who i am will set me free. rather than doing the easy thing, feeling like a victim or continouly blaming my parents or the emotional immaturity of this World for it.
even though i do feel that a lot of this comes from being deprived of a personal self as a kid. (Mom is overly co depending and subtly manipulative and could never see me) and of course denying that fact.
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Hej! I Want to share my experience Reading this as a 24 year old female 4.
I feel deep relief reading this. I finally see a chance to understand and make peace with who i am. + a sweet opportunity to work towards a healthier version. That i have not really known how. I do feel shameful around feeling so unique. It cant be healthy, ive thought. But maybe i can find a way to admire myself as well as others, for what we are each of us without comparison. I want to embrace myself fully and work to see myself as i know others cant really do that for me. i have amazing and complex art to create in this World. I will work to perceive myself as lucky and realize that self dicipline and owning who i am will set me free. rather than doing the easy thing, feeling like a victim or continouly blaming my parents or the emotional immaturity of this World for it.
even though i do feel that a lot of this comes from being deprived of a personal self as a kid. (Mom is overly co depending and subtly manipulative and could never see me) and of course denying that fact.
Thank you deborah for this wonderful work