If I was your partner I'd want you to leave me immediately. You said you fell madly in love with an INFJ man, kept in contact for a year then questioned your 3 year long relationship with your partner. That's not healthy rational ENTP behaviour and you broke any kind of trust you had with your partner whether he knows or not. ENTP women def differ from ENTP men. An ENTP male just wouldn't do this or would have rationalized this action and not feel guilty about it like you do.
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If I was your partner I'd want you to leave me immediately. You said you fell madly in love with an INFJ man, kept in contact for a year then questioned your 3 year long relationship with your partner. That's not healthy rational ENTP behaviour and you broke any kind of trust you had with your partner whether he knows or not. ENTP women def differ from ENTP men. An ENTP male just wouldn't do this or would have rationalized this action and not feel guilty about it like you do.