I find being ENFP simply exhausting. Constant overthinking - even overthinking about my overthinking - and not being able to stop even when I know what I'm doing. Veering from one extreme to another, worrying about what others think, having moments of absolute lucidity and clarity, having an idea I feel like throwing my whole world into.....only for the cloud to descend 5 minutes later and decide its all a waste of time. Constantly looking for something to do to tame my erratic thoughts and emotions, starting a million things a day and forgetting why I decided to do them the next, looking for reasons and patterns in everything people say or do, and then not being able to focus because my head is full of 'whats if's...', never ending tiredness and confusion about what to do next, planning for everything and doing nothing, analysing everything over and over again and wondering if the grass is greener on the other side of everything I do or say.....all I need to do is somehow sit and down and give myself a break. I just can't.
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I find being ENFP simply exhausting. Constant overthinking - even overthinking about my overthinking - and not being able to stop even when I know what I'm doing. Veering from one extreme to another, worrying about what others think, having moments of absolute lucidity and clarity, having an idea I feel like throwing my whole world into.....only for the cloud to descend 5 minutes later and decide its all a waste of time. Constantly looking for something to do to tame my erratic thoughts and emotions, starting a million things a day and forgetting why I decided to do them the next, looking for reasons and patterns in everything people say or do, and then not being able to focus because my head is full of 'whats if's...', never ending tiredness and confusion about what to do next, planning for everything and doing nothing, analysing everything over and over again and wondering if the grass is greener on the other side of everything I do or say.....all I need to do is somehow sit and down and give myself a break. I just can't.